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- Name: cutie_rocker83
- Location: Malacca, Malaysia
To me, life is not about diamonds or pearls, not about living in bungalows and driving branded cars. Life, at the end of the day, its about going home to the one you love dearly whom you would do just anything and everything for.
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My CaReLeSs WhIsPeR-Think UNIT TRUST, Think Agnes
I’m not so sure whether my head ached yesterday was the result of thinking too much from what had been said. Maybe yes, maybe no, I dunno. Crap..
There is a huge decision I gotta make, to make that decision would only take me like a second two. And I dun have much time to do so.. in fact, it seems like I’m racing against time now. I’m weighing/dealing with alternatives, choices, options you name it. A lot of “IF” are in my mind now. What if I do this? What if I don’t do this? What if I do this and if things go wrong? What if I don’t do this and if things also go wrong? What if I can’t pull myself out in the end? What will the outcome be like if I choose to do this? What will the outcome be like if I choose NOT to do this? Will I regret? Will I not regret? You would again say I think too much but it’s not that I choose to think, it’s smth I HAVE TO think about and come out with a solution…for my own sake.
What makes the decision so hard to make, you may wonder. Well, you can’t make a decision when you dun get a clear picture of what you’re really dealing with..or what the issue is all about. Example: You need to decide whether to eat or not to eat. First, you should know whether there is food or not on the table right, before you can make a decision? But in this case of mine, I dun even know if got food or not on the table in the first place, so how the hell am I supposed to decide??? You say go check the table and see, easy. But, again in my case, I can’t. So in the end, I dun get the answer for even the most obvious/nearest/easiest question, thus how could I decide and get myself an answer for that MAIN question?????
Membuat keputusan dalam udara, di mana tiada langsung sumber-sumber jelas yang mampu membantu. Kalaulah ada sumber-sumber sekali pun, mereka bercanggahan dan akan menyebabkan pertimbangan yang akan dibuat itu tidak jitu. Sebatang keputusan yang telah dibuat tidak patut dikesali sama sekali, dan inilah yang menjadi masalah utama.
If you get what I mean.
BANG!
IDIOT!! Mimpi kah? Step la on that damn break, luckily my grandmother 'siam' abit to the left, else I dun dare to imagine what will happen to my car. (she was driving actually) I was sitting at the front, watching at how close our cars were and the whole thing…and oh wow…it did revive the memory of me driving a bumper car haha. Serious!
We stopped our car at the side of the road of coz and got down from it to settle stuff la, wat you expect! 3 or 4 international students came down from that wira too, to look at the damage done. My grandmother was like talking to them in Malay and they told me they couldn't understand. Hahaha…ok fine. Straight away I told them to compensate for the damage. Guess what was the damage? Were some scratches actually. I said I'll need to re-paint that part and I need money to do it. Funny thing started then.
I was basically only dealing with this one cute international guy. He IS cute ok. Oh well, this is the conversation with him.
Me: You have to pay us since it's your fault, you should have stopped at the junction. And now you banged us.
Cute guy: Err..yeah..hmm..erm..yeah….(then continue to talk to the rest in some language I can't understand at all)
Them, his fren started to get involved. This WAS the one who started to get on my nerves. Read on…
His fren: There are 2 lanes on the road, you…..(I din let him go on with his bull defense, I knew he wanted to blame me for using the lane closest to them, come on la, both lanes are ok to be used la bugger)
Me: No matter how many lanes, whichever lane I used, you should STOP at the junction and not juz come out like that!
His fren: I stopped.
Me: NO you didn't! You're already out from the junction and when you stopped, too late you already banged us!!!
His fren: *Speechless if im not mistaken*
They continued to discuss and discuss among themselves..
Me: I dun have time. Can you pls pay up now? I need to fetch my sis now! Rm50! Rm50! (hahahaha my grandmother buka harga one, not me coz I myself dunno anything about car paint or whatever man)
STILL…they were like hesitating and made me wait for nothing. At one point….
His fren: Juz scratches (touching it) You can use water to wipe it off.
Cute guy: Yeah when you wash your car, it will come off bla bla bla…
Me: Ok…you go get some water now, and wipe it for me now!!! (hmm I actually said such thing…tsk tsk)
*Forgot what happened in between*
His fren: My car's front light also damaged. (pointing at his pecah punya front light bulb)
Me: (boiling point) Hey, I dun care what's your damage man! Your fault, you banged me so you have to pay me for MY damage.
Cute guy: Can less? (like pasar malam like that)
Me: Rm50 is already ok, it's not much. (I takut also actually, I dunno if Rm50 for scratches is exaggerating or not)
They still wouldn't pay so I then said "I'm calling my dad and get him to ask from you then…he will come handle it" Then I made a call, and after a while the cute guy said "ok..we'll pay" They paid me Rm50 and smiled and went off. Hmm…
Aiseh..should have takutkan them and said "Oi your car no number plate, sumore got P sticker one, then langgar ppl, if I report, mati you, hahahahahahahahaa!!"
Note: Avoid banging or getting involved with anybody who had juz left work, especially women.
Kasih seorang gadis
Tiada bandingannya
Akan dia mencurahkan segala-galanya
Tanpa terhad, tanpa mengenal penat
Kasih seorang gadis
Tidak dapat digambarkan mahupun dibilang
Kerelaannya berkorban selagi mampu
Demi memberi kebahagiaan kepada lelaki yang tercinta
Kasih seorang gadis
Tidak patut dipertikaikan
Air matanya yang tercucur, pengorbanannya yang mulia
Insan mana yang memahami
Kasih seorang gadis
Jangan disisakan
Hargailah sebaik-baiknya
Kasihinya sepertimana dia mengasihimu
Kasih seorang gadis
Ikhlas lagi suci
Tiada yang tidak akan dilakukan
Demi melihat senyuman yang akan terukir
Pada muka satu-satunya lelaki yang dikasihi
Copyrighted-Agnes Loh 2006
“A gal’s love”
That’s exactly the direct translation for the title of this poem. I got the inspiration thru my observation and thru gal frens’ stories. One would do anything to develop a relationship or to make it a success. We wouldn’t mind the devotion, the time and energy spent on that special someone, even if that means we have to sacrifice certain things in life, sometimes even dignity. It’s true.
Of coz, we would hope to be loved in return, if not, to be appreciated at least. We dun expect them to reciprocate if to them the love is not meant to be. Tell us honestly and nicely, we’d be able understand and accept the truth, though it would hurt us so badly to have to see them go.
It’s so depressing for us to accept the fact that it’s not us who would be the ones to shower them with happiness.
A friend of mine used to care for this one guy. Once she told me that she would only stop caring for him until another gal appears in his life who would take care of him. Surprising? These are all implicit things, who would ever find out about it? Only a handful of gals would go telling the guys how much they care and what they want, I supposed. To be frank, I’m not exactly sure of that. Do you think any gal would say things like “hey I care for you so much, I cried and I can’t sleep or eat...but becoz of you everything is worth it….” Hmm….naahhh~
It’s not our fault when we can’t return the love given to us. It’s no one to blame. But guys, please! From the stories I heard, the guy would go telling the gal how happy he is with another gal, when he knows she likes him. Jerk. Why on earth would they do such thing? Please dun treat her this way, it can’t get more cruel.
Guys feel proud inside out when there are gals who like them. They may feel glad, flattered, you name it, but why can’t they juz keep that to themselves? Why would some guys go around telling their frens and then lauf about it? Some...realized the gals like them but are still making fun of the gals with juz whoever or some even tell the gals to go look for others. Hello, it’s not funny and it wont make these guys look any ‘sporting’ either, so why would they do such thing? To show everybody that they are the ultimate winner in the whole situation and the gals the losers? Don’t they even care of how the gals feel? Juz plain ignorance? Bullshit! Besides, some guys look for another girlfriend when they have one that love them to death. Another bullshit!!
Pls…appreciate them, thank them, and not saying or doing stupid things to hurt them more. Gals are not made of bricks or steel, understand that your assumed ‘tak pasal’ actions or jokes can hurt them much.
No offence to the guy readers. It’s juz my 2 cents worth of thoughts.
Oh yeah before I end this post, what is love? Love is when you found the right person???? Is that still called love when you realize he/she is not the one??? Could that feeling be something else and not of love??? Could it be love when you thought of it to be love but the fact is that it wasn’t??? Hmm…very very subjective. I also dunno what I talking adi hahaha…
To conclude, I guess love falls in various categories, you know, diff types of love. They are all called love I supposed, aren’t they? Well, at the end of the day, if it’s love, you’ll juz know it =) L.O, L.O, L.O. V.E.
I had a blast!! I really really do, I haven’t had so much fun since I dunno when. Oh mannn~
Me and my friends attended the Hitz Birthday Bash yesterday in Mahkota Parade open air carpark. We were there from 7pm to around midnight ;p Me, my sis and Kamao managed to squeeze our ways to the front, yeah and me till the very first row where I got to climb onto the divider stand. Much higher…woohoo!! And kamao managed to grab some free stuff for us, like magazines and postcards. Thanks man!
The 2 acts that I really anticipated to see were SAME SAME (consists of two MOFFATT members, clint and bob!!) OH MY GAWD. Couldn’t get any real than this, MOFFATTS in Melaka man. They ROCKED the hell outta Melaka, I was damn high when they performed. Ask kamao who got shocked when I teamed up with my sis to chant along and shouted their names like crazy. BOB!!! CLINT!!! Walao..brought back so much old memories like when I attended their rocking concert back in 1999 at shah alam. It was a disappointment to all Moffatts’ fan as Scott and Dave weren’t there. It wasn’t that complete for me, honestly speaking. I still miss their performances in a group of 4.
I luv Moffatts’ music. I wonder why my frens do not like it, I listened to the video recording again, I’m gonna get the album by hook or by crook!
They are my boys....alwiz :)
The next best performance was Jason Lo’s. Wow, he is such a rocker man! Plus he is soo freaking cute ok. Before his performance, he came to the front and said hi. He was just a finger away from me. I reached out my hand and he gave me a handshake. Made me ‘high’ for a while, haha…hey i really like him man, I have alwiz wanted to see him all my life. Now that, I get to see him, what a night to remember. He looked really really cun when he’s on electric guitar, can’t stop ogling at him..even when he’s at backstage, dancing and joking with the rest of the crews. He danced abit during one of the bangla songs hahaha…
Isn’t he cute?
See, so many things you can see and do when you’re in front *wink* Andy the VJ, is cool as usual, Adam is ok, I’m not his fan at all. Oh yeah, one of the famous crew actually smokes. Sad sight. Oh yeah, I saw Rudy and Jay Jay hugging their girlfriends too. Quite ok looking la, their gfs. Of coz not as cun as one of the hitz cruiser chick, the gal dressed in a black tee who danced on the truck and gave out KLUE magazines ;) I’m a gal, and I’m saying her cun, belif it or not!
There you go, the cun chick.
We’re rocking so hard, throughout the whole bash. Reshmonu’s performance was very common, and ‘Hey Waley’ brought back some prom memories last year. Frequency Cannon rocked too! Jay’s dance as a backup dancer to Ferhad is hot. Btw, I like the gal on gal dance of Serena and Jay.
We left the crowd about 11.30pm to hang around the back stage area to snap some photos with the celebrities such as Jason Lo, Serena C, Phat Fabes, Reshmonu, and Adam Btw, WHERE WERE MOFFATTS? They weren’t there. *sob sob*
These are some photos I took with the celebrities. Jason’s the best!!
Me: My turn…can I?
Jason: Sure!
Me: *high*
HOT!
Reshmonu J Like this like that man…
Serena C…the friendly DJ. She told me her face is oily, well it turned out that mine is more oily hahahaha…who cares, this is not prom ;p
Group photos with my kaki. ROCK ON, ppl!!
Note: Photos were taken by my photographer, YenMao, so a big applause to him *clap clap* I have lotsa video recording and photos here. I dun think I will able to upload them unless someone can help me with that. I’m gonna burn them into a cdr and either you ppl can pass it around or upload to my webshots account for me. Juz fyi, I dun have streamyx.
Again, I had a blast!! Too bad that we can’t make it to Pure to hang out with the crews. But still, I had much fun and how I wish Jason will be the 3rd celebrity at the prom. I dreamt of Moffatts last night, I snapped photos with them in my dreams. At least, I got some photos taken with them already, hahaha.
Working tomorrow..damn!